| Posted on September 1, 2016 at 4:40 AM |
Why am I doing this?
Falling apart over the same things....
Get me away from this,
I can't stop showing up.
I keep telling myself that I'm alright,
Then I tell myself to just shut my mouth.
I'm so exhausted, I can't breath anymore.
Someone make me feel something different,
Someone tell me I'm not worthless.
I keep doing this to myself,
I should just walk away,
But I'd be cutting even deeper into my wounds
My eyes are bloodshot from all the tears,
It's still in my hands and you're sitting there without a care.
I fell apart, I normally do.
That's all I ever do.
I just want to stop feeling so worthless.
Give me a reason not to do it,
Give me a reason not to run,
Give me a reason to why I shouldn't go,
Tell me to stay if you really want me.
I'm sick of this, there's something more than just that excuse that you keep giving to me.
I just needed something to hold onto,
Something that shuts them up.
Why are they screaming at me?
They keep telling me things I already know.
"Pathetic, good for nothing little toy."
"Worthles little pawn in their game."
"You mean nothing, don't think highly of this."
I just want to be happy like I used to be,
I saw you everyday then.
I just kept to myslef,Little whispers here and there,
All our jokes every so often.
That was the happiest I've ever been.
Now look at me, I'm still crying,
Thinking about everything I've said to get me this far.
If I was gone today, would it make your tomorrow any different?
I already know the answer to that,
I don't even know why I asked...
A big N O.
-The Broken Poet </3

Categories: Bleeding Tears
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