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/Make My Mind Stop/

Posted on July 6, 2016 at 2:55 AM
I overthink everything but these thoughts won't shut up. 
I've tried everything to hush them, 
Alcohol, 
Nicotine, 
Alprazolam (Painkillers),
Blood. 

Why did I expect so much?
 
It's so long till I see you next,
 
Do you promise to care? 

They think everything I've ever said was about them, 
   
   Such a funny thought

     When really there's two of you. 

I'm trying to get your attention, 

Have you seen my messages calling out for help? 
Do you notice how bad I'm breaking? 
Will you be the one to pick up my pieces? 

I over think everything, 
I can't even numb this pain. 
Can't you help me? 
Almost forgot both of you have
Your own things to care for,
None of them
Will
Be
Me.

My mind just won't stop,
I'm trying not to break all my promises
I had to swear to for the second time.

So what if I drive myself mad?
Why won't you just listen?
I'll just check myself into the next hospital
Before I bleed out.

I never sleep anymore,
They say so much that keeps me up.
I overthink everything,
Especially their words.
If I don't,
Who knows what'll break in me.

You know my words,
You're trying to find the meaning in them.

     You're the one who's overthinking now.
If you want,
I'll explain everything I've said?

I swear I'm going insane,
There's too much going on in my head,
I just want to see you again,
A few more weeks and you'll put
My smile back on my face. 

You were one of the main reasons why
I didn't snap in
What seems so long ago.
Too long ago. 

I swear I'm going insane, 
There's alot in my brain, 
I overthink eveything, 
I'll see you in just above 
A month. 
I shouldn't be fine by then, 
But I'll fight. 
Just to see you,
 
Before my thoughts take over again. 

Don't overthink like me. 

-The Broken Poet </3






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