~The Broken Poet </3

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/I Should've Been Quiet/

Posted on June 2, 2016 at 5:35 PM
I know something you probably already know.
If it wasn't ever all that apparent,
You must be
Both 
Deaf
And
Blind.
I sort of wanted you to feel something I couldn't,
Listen to me, 
I sound so pathetic.
You must be so sick of the 
Apologies
From my lips. 

I know something you might now want to know,
I just thought I should show you... 
But as I said, 
I'm pathetic, 
Just a coward. 

I thought that since I couldn't show you, 
I'd figure out a way 
To 
Tell
You.

I don't understand what's wrong with me, 
You 
Always said
That was a good thing, 
You
Always said to never 
Understand yourself. 
Will you let me understand you?

I know something you probably don't care about. 
I knew all along you were gonna be the death of me.
I still spoke to you,
I let myself fall down that hole.
Take me away.

I thought you wanted this, 
I thought I wanted you...
I thought you might've wanted me.
 
I chose
Once
Again 
The wrong thing,
Found another way to ease into 
insanity.
Your smile is enough to push me to the edge of myself, 
You don't know what you do to me. 
Don't 
Think
You 
Ever
Will. 

Don't look at me like you care, 
Don't pretend like this affects you.
Stop making this harder on me. 
I want you to forget me, I want you to just let go. 
I'm 
not 
That important 
To you.

Here's something I don't want to say, 
Here's something I don't want to wash away, 
Here's something I know you don't care about: 

I truly believed that I loved you, 
But that never mattered. 
You still would've 

Hurt me...

-The Broken Poet </3

Categories: Bleeding Tears

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