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/What Happened to me?/

Posted on May 6, 2016 at 9:30 PM


I lost you once and I never wanted to lose you again, 
I forgot how much I've missed you.. 
I forgot what your smile did to me. 
I almost forgot everything. 
What happened to me? 

You didn't change one bit, not that I wanted you to. 
But what happened to me? 
Did I just realize how dark my heart has gotten? 
Did I realize how you're living on without me? 
What happened to me? 

I forgot how it felt to be next to you, 
I forgot how it felt to crave your touch..
In all the years that you've known me did you really expect this much? 
I have so many questions I'm too cowardly to ask, 
I have so many things I've always wanted too say...
But I can never not disappoint myself. 

Remember when you saw something in me that was actually good?
Remember all the jokes we used to laugh about? 
Do you remember how much you used to make me laugh?

You gave me something to smile about, 
You gave me a reason why. 
You always saw the best of me, 
When all I did was cry. 

I tried to forget, I tried to resist myself...
I couldn't help but to see you again...
That was going to be my goodbye. 
That was gonna be my last time..
Just like how everything started, 
With me being shy.

I tried not to remember for the longest time, 
Couldn't get your laugh out of my mind. 
Still to this day after all of these years, 
After all of these years, 
still see the great in me. 
You still remind me of when I never used to cry. 

You didn't change, I didn't want you too. 
I wanted you to hold onto who you are, unlike what I've done.
I wanted to hold onto the memories, but I wanted to forget them more. 
They still hurt just as they did before. 

What did you see that was different from everyone else? 
Why did you choose me to lie to ... 
What was so special about me? 

I'm just a freak, I'm just there... 
In the back of the room where no one could see me, 
You chose me out of a large crowd and inprinted on me...

All I have ask anymore is... 
Why me?...

What happened to me?

-The Broken Poet </3

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