Do you ever think of me when I'm not there?
Do you ever worry about me when you don't hear from me?
Pondering thoughts that'll never be answered about the wonders of me.
A broken little heart, looking for a way home.
Though,
home is not where this heart lays.
Scars and open wounds spread across thy soul,
will that ever take away the pain?
A replacement,
a failure,
a downfall,
a poison.
Everything I've ever done tainted with the blood of my own,
I was never a vision to anyone, why should I think you wre different?
Do you ever wonder if I am crying?
Do you ever wish to wipe my tears away?
Did you ever see the brokenness in my eyes and
wonder what could've done such a thing?
I am a copy, all you see is someone else within me.
Another disappointment and you realize how much I'm not
who you want me to be.
I told you I'm nothing, not worth your time.
These little expectations of someone I'll never become,
no matter how much you're wanting me to be.
All of these lies you're spiting,
they aren't doing anything but make me second guess myself.
I was just the little thing that made you forget,
that made everything go numb, even for a moment.
You were the same drug for me.
You used to be my high.
You made me think for a moment, I'm not what everyone
Has made me to be.
You then became them...
All the voices screaming at me to become something I'm not.
Stop with all of the false hope.
Stop will all of the lies.
Just stop with this act,
you never actually cared.
You became the disappointment in me,
you became who I didn't know,
Someone who didn't know I was so gullible.
You became everyone,
the only voice in my head.
You're the only thing that's screaming the commands,
Reminding me how much I've never done...
You still see them within me,
don't you?
Just wait until the next disappointment,
I'll never hear the end of.
-The Broken Poet </3
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